Strength and Weakness
I used to think
I was strong

But now I realise
In not asking for help
I am weak.
Can you help me find it, please?
Where is my mind?
It is lost.
I have lost my mind
All control is gone
Where is my
You hurt me
I feel so much pain inside,
Why did you do this to me?
I feel betrayed and
A friend
I only want a friend,
Someone who will not judge
No more referrals
I only need someone
Who’ll be
Friends and enemies
My best friends
Are the drugs
The blades, the flames,
The bruises, the heat, the pain,
Yet they are
My own worst enemy
I’m addicted
I can’t get free
I want it
I need it
Yet I hate it.
When I need to
Things will never change
I look for answers
But can’t just find them
So the only way that I can deal
Is
I can’t take it anymore
So much hurt
So much pain
I just can’t take it any more

So much backstabbing
Lies and false